Today was one of THOSE days. I HATE the "single working mom" card, truth be told I hate all the "cards". The "cancer" card, "poor card" etc. To me it's just a bad excuse, everyone has SOMETHING that is hard to them. BUT TODAY, I AM FRIED.
Work was bad, decisions are piling up left and right along with the bills, and working in a nursing home watching those you have grown to care for deteriorate is not any easier. Aunt Mary included, her eye was all scratched today from all her rubbing of her eyes and the blood red in the white part of her eye just turned my stomach today. EVERY where I turned, things stunk....LITERALLY! To tell you my boss got fired, there was discord among the CNAs and THEN a volunteer tone deaf karaoke old lady with a frightful wig came in and sung her heart out...TERRIBLY...doesn't give the day justice.
I am looking forward to the weekend, I need to sleep, I need down time. Some days I feel like life wins, like no matter what you try to do, life chews you up, spits you out and leaves you on the curb. So let me scrape myself off the curb, and try again tomorrow.
And I am blessed to know....this awaits me.... :)